I can honestly say he has been in my mind, since that day. I look on the photos now and I know I'm wasting my time and I don't mind. I remember every kiss I still feel it on my lips, the time that we spend together, he remind me the simple things, when we talked I cried. I don't know which is my biggest regret. What I should forget? But that is the question : " should I LOVE him" ? And.. Why? It's supposed that you shouldn't love a person who hurts you.
May be he shows you love but.. if he hurts you? Don't you think that you really liked that the person would feel what you feel and could be on your way, he might have understood you..
However, when you want to be loved (because you aren't being loved) you start thinking: Why he doesn't love me? What I've done? How could these happen to me? Why love is SO complicated? And another questions that you can't answer yourself, these questions appear when the relationship is in the worst moment, and you ask for help because YOU DON'T WANT TO ACCEPT that LOVE can dissapear or the other person doesn't love you like he did it yesterday.
We learn by mistakes, I'm sure of that but sometimes we don't make mistakes, but you see and 'It's over' the things aren't the same.. So.. WHAT CAN YOU DO? Is something that I'm wondering since split up. I admit that I loved him more than a life. But when the feelings aren't the same you can't come back.
In my opinion we have to survive, a friendship is what sav me everyday, friends give me everything. And If i'm here writing this note is for them.
Hope someday give me more experience and could understand. Just one thing life doesn't finish when a relationship brakes, you have to continue, you have to live. These experiencies make you grow, the problem is in undestanding these situations.
May be he shows you love but.. if he hurts you? Don't you think that you really liked that the person would feel what you feel and could be on your way, he might have understood you..
However, when you want to be loved (because you aren't being loved) you start thinking: Why he doesn't love me? What I've done? How could these happen to me? Why love is SO complicated? And another questions that you can't answer yourself, these questions appear when the relationship is in the worst moment, and you ask for help because YOU DON'T WANT TO ACCEPT that LOVE can dissapear or the other person doesn't love you like he did it yesterday.
We learn by mistakes, I'm sure of that but sometimes we don't make mistakes, but you see and 'It's over' the things aren't the same.. So.. WHAT CAN YOU DO? Is something that I'm wondering since split up. I admit that I loved him more than a life. But when the feelings aren't the same you can't come back.
In my opinion we have to survive, a friendship is what sav me everyday, friends give me everything. And If i'm here writing this note is for them.
Hope someday give me more experience and could understand. Just one thing life doesn't finish when a relationship brakes, you have to continue, you have to live. These experiencies make you grow, the problem is in undestanding these situations.
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