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I feel empty.

As the time goes by, we get older. 
What about me? I usually get less reasons to be alive, I must say that I am sad and I can not find sense in this fucking life.  
I want to feel better but nobody cares about me. Please look at me ! Don't you see? 
Nobody is available, and neither sees my sadness and worries about life like I do. You know I am the exception.
Besides, I find myself alone. And as I said there is no boy in earth who really loves me, it makes me feel ugly and awful. So, whenever I try to do my life as better as I can and forever I have bad luck.  
Well... that is what I deserve? The answer must be : nothing.  Because love and life have forgotten me. I hate myself very much, why am I still here? GOD please take me away, I do not want to live like that. I am an unhappy person, Don't you realise?  
Nowadays my life has no sense,  I do not know where to run. I do not who to tell how it feels.  Why loneliness is here? I do not call her.
I get used to living with her but I prefer loneliness so far away from me. What is happiness for me? Well.. being with my friends, or with a boy is by far the best that could happen to me.
However, that is the moment when I remember that boys just knew how to make me cry.
Although I could be crying  but I am tired of being sad so that remind me, studying is one way to not feel so alone and also ugly-
Suddenly, I start thinking that may be  I am a person that must accept : FOREVER ALONE.
If a part of my family could survive why I would not?  I want a LAWYER please.
(That is the end that nobody expected to read).


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