Don't ask why I don't believe in love

It's time to say that I'm getting over him slowly, slowly as usual. Six months has passed and I still haven't heard from him. And that's ok because he shows that he learned how to forget me. In my case I'm trying to do my best everyday. In fact, I used to not knowing about him, how he is, how is his life.
As the time goes by, everyday I believe less in love. I don't know if the true love exists. Today I was thinking how could be my life in 3 years time... will I find someone who makes me feel alright ? My life is full of 'I don't know', perhaps...
Love always forgets me, and I'm used to.

I'm starting to not believe in that. It's cruel but.. I 'd just suffered a lot, and I'm not prepared to fall in love again and be ruined.
No more.
They knew how to brake my heart, my body ached, I couldn't stop crying that's what I remember of love. That's so frustrating and I'd have liked to have a good relationship, something that lasts to the future, you know what I mean? The couple that you see in your way, and they seem to be so happy. I've never had something like that, may be this make me unhappy sometimes.
But is the only thing which went wrong in my life. Honestly, I had such excellent family and friends, and they're my real support. They're catching me when I fall.
Well I've to study. Bye my readers!

Smile to life even though, it does not smile to you.

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